Singapore again~

Sunday, April 4, 2010
Yes, I went to Singapore again.
But is not for vacation (a bit la)
I think mostly you all know what happen in my facebook.
yes, I'm there for an interview introduced by Adeline.
She said her company going to hire a Clinical support specialist.
What is that? Mainly base on supporting the company's sales instrument
more on technical service I could said.

So I thought it is a good opportunity
I went to sg on Thursday night.
interview is on Friday morning. So i stayed one night at Adeline's place
The next day, was having very informal interview in a cafe to have our breakfast together with her boss and Adeline.
I could say that her boss is a very nice person 
although I was very nervous 
But I go through it because Adeline's did help me a lot.
after that we went for some shopping and then we went to Sentosa
We both wanna have a look at CASINO...haha

we saw these huge statue when we searching for the casino

then we accidentally found this COACH store
Adeline is already ... tempted to have the pink bag (on the right hand)
but she controlled.
Finally we found Casino
we have to walk down some escalator
very special design indeed
but the casino itself is not as big as genting one
the variety of games is also lesser
but the minimum bet is S$ 20
How could we use S$20 (bout nearly RM50?)to bet?
i rather use S$20 to buy/shop.
then we walk to Universal studio...(ah, we almost get lost in the sentosa)
the tickets already sold out!! How could a ticket sold out?
what is inside the studio?
above are the 'street' of universal studio.
i took this pic from the gate.
we cannot get in the street without tickets.
there are 2 rows of shop houses which we suspect is something like theater
not much ppl in the street but where could all the ppl go?
mayb they are watching in the theaters..
and you know how much is the ticket ??
S$72 for adult!!!
sorry la, even this ticket is available, i won't be going in.
I know i m stingy. hahaha.

then we go in the chocolate shop for some 'cold air'
adeline wanna buy this big choc syrup!(jk)
it is an empty bottle. for display only
largest 'kisses' choc

Happy Easter bunny choc

after that we went back.
I went to Novena to wait for First coach bus
so i buy a mag while waiting.

I'd been thinking so long that am i suitable for this job
am I going to take it myself?
I know i m not a strong person
I know this is not the job I wanted
I know i got to get independent
I know i'm able to leave my family 
just that...am I really want to work as this forever?
I know nothing is easy in this world
I know working in Singapore have good future
(really??)
I know I don't want to keep changing job if i cant take it
I know Adeline really hope I get this job
and She also mention her boss wanted to appoint me
and I think over and over again.
my heart is not for this job
I'm facing dilemma
want money or interest?
I choose interest
Coz i m not the strong type
if no interest, i wont stand for long
i know the situation...
my friends n family all ask me go for a try
but have they really think...
if I work there and no turning back
environment stressed I'm facing 
I'm too concern of what others think but not for myself
If i work half way and i cant take it, do u think i can still go back to M'sia?
everyone will think i am stupid
why don just change another job in sg?
do u think for a foreigner working in sg, have many chances to change job?
not easy unless u got a PR, which is i have to suffer this job for 2yrs
I know I'll not happy!!!
I just cannot....sigh..
So I choose NO..
so i don't care what others think already
all I could say is Sorry to Adeline
I really make an effort to get this interview at first
But I don't want to lie to myself, I don't want to cheat your boss...
no regret, no turning back after i post this

8 comments:

{ rumtum tigger } at: April 4, 2010 at 11:39 AM said...

aww.. HUGS!! <3

i'd have pushed u to get the job. yes it is somewhat like a sales job but from there u can build on :)

but whatever u decision, i'll fully support u. <3

{ Blur Pei } at: April 4, 2010 at 12:22 PM said...

i know that you all actually want my future to be good. that is what stressed or pressure is. But I think u understand the situations too. thank you so much...hugsss

{ Rum Tum Cat } at: April 4, 2010 at 2:17 PM said...

good for you. =)) u know what u wanted in future liao. and NOT u r not ruining ur future ok. that's ur life. do it ur way kekeke

{ rumtum tigger } at: April 4, 2010 at 2:35 PM said...

hmm that's a very big bag of F21.. "yau ngor funn" or not? kakaka

<3

pru at: April 4, 2010 at 4:30 PM said...

i understand ur feeling. our characters are quite similar, i think if me,i wont even go for this interview if i know i dun like the job..anyway,at least u try to go there and understand the job scope,u know it is not suitable for u.and so u have make ur decision.everyone sure will support u.

{ Blur Pei } at: April 4, 2010 at 6:43 PM said...

cat: ^^..agreed n thanks
tigger: F21, i bought the black skirt I'm wearing. lol... 'mou lei funn' =P

Pru: yeah..i going there of coz i also dont wan to waste my bus money just for fun, or travel here and there as if not tired... i tot i'll able to accept the job at 1st,after that, i really cant take it. like u said,we both have similar thoughts. =)

jacinth at: April 4, 2010 at 11:26 PM said...

as long as u r happy with ur decision

dont force urself to do something that you dont like,if u dont like the job,u wont be happy working on it,then u have to suffer everyday

{ Blur Pei } at: April 6, 2010 at 1:08 PM said...

u r right jacinth =)

 

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