Singapore again~

Yes, I went to Singapore again.

But is not for vacation (a bit la)

I think mostly you all know what happen in my facebook.

yes, I'm there for an interview introduced by Adeline.

She said her company going to hire a Clinical support specialist.

What is that? Mainly base on supporting the company's sales instrument

more on technical service I could said.

So I thought it is a good opportunity

I went to sg on Thursday night.

interview is on Friday morning. So i stayed one night at Adeline's place

The next day, was having very informal interview in a cafe to have our breakfast together with her boss and Adeline.

I could say that her boss is a very nice person 

although I was very nervous 

But I go through it because Adeline's did help me a lot.

after that we went for some shopping and then we went to Sentosa

We both wanna have a look at CASINO...haha

we saw these huge statue when we searching for the casino

then we accidentally found this COACH store

Adeline is already ... tempted to have the pink bag (on the right hand)

but she controlled.

Finally we found Casino

we have to walk down some escalator

very special design indeed

but the casino itself is not as big as genting one

the variety of games is also lesser

but the minimum bet is S$ 20

How could we use S$20 (bout nearly RM50?)to bet?

i rather use S$20 to buy/shop.

then we walk to Universal studio...(ah, we almost get lost in the sentosa)

the tickets already sold out!! How could a ticket sold out?

what is inside the studio?

above are the 'street' of universal studio.

i took this pic from the gate.

we cannot get in the street without tickets.

there are 2 rows of shop houses which we suspect is something like theater

not much ppl in the street but where could all the ppl go?

mayb they are watching in the theaters..

and you know how much is the ticket ??

S$72 for adult!!!

sorry la, even this ticket is available, i won't be going in.

I know i m stingy. hahaha.

then we go in the chocolate shop for some 'cold air'

adeline wanna buy this big choc syrup!(jk)

it is an empty bottle. for display only

largest 'kisses' choc

Happy Easter bunny choc

after that we went back.

I went to Novena to wait for First coach bus

so i buy a mag while waiting.

I'd been thinking so long that am i suitable for this job

am I going to take it myself?

I know i m not a strong person

I know this is not the job I wanted

I know i got to get independent

I know i'm able to leave my family 

just that...am I really want to work as this forever?

I know nothing is easy in this world

I know working in Singapore have good future

(really??)

I know I don't want to keep changing job if i cant take it

I know Adeline really hope I get this job

and She also mention her boss wanted to appoint me

and I think over and over again.

my heart is not for this job

I'm facing dilemma

want money or interest?

I choose interest

Coz i m not the strong type

if no interest, i wont stand for long

i know the situation...

my friends n family all ask me go for a try

but have they really think...

if I work there and no turning back

environment stressed I'm facing 

I'm too concern of what others think but not for myself

If i work half way and i cant take it, do u think i can still go back to M'sia?

everyone will think i am stupid

why don just change another job in sg?

do u think for a foreigner working in sg, have many chances to change job?

not easy unless u got a PR, which is i have to suffer this job for 2yrs

I know I'll not happy!!!

I just cannot....sigh..

So I choose NO..

so i don't care what others think already
all I could say is Sorry to Adeline
I really make an effort to get this interview at first
But I don't want to lie to myself, I don't want to cheat your boss...
no regret, no turning back after i post this