Done with my childhood nightmare

Friday, July 9, 2010
Days after days
I read every newspapers...
without fail, i read rape cases everywhere!
Father rape daughter, Brother rape Sister, gang rape, bf rape gf, husband rape wife, even girl rape guy..
what happen to this society? is rape a trend?


We all just got pity with those victims, but what should we do?
we don't know.
I very very hate those rapist, really feel like chop off their *** (no, don wan to kill them)

Don't say I am cruel.
When I was a girl, once NEARLY a victim!
This happened like 10+ years ago
when I still in primary school
you can imagine, I still having a vivid impression of this, till now.
I can tell u every details now.
SO, u can imagine those victims, how could they walked out this tragic?
who can help them?

I was studying in a low maintenance primary school.
with only single storey long house.
Floods always happened ... if raining cats and dogs.
On every week Assembly, headmaster will always remind students, esp girls to go to toilet with at least 2 people or more.
I don remember the headmaster tell the reason, but he said is for safety precautions.

One afternoon, a friend of mine 'invite' me to accompany her to toilet
Everyone is in the middle of class.
we seek from class teacher's approval
Then we step across the squarish field over to toilet

our toilet located in between assembly hall and empty craft class room,
which is just facing opposite our classroom but have a field in between.

the toilet looks isolated from all the classrooms.

While I walking in the toilet
I saw the 1st cells is already occupied..
but the door did not locked. it just close.
I can merely see a person inside changing (i can't see she is naked,but the busy movement and shadow seems like she is changing. I assume is 'she' first)
what I don't notice is that person is quite tall
(I'm still small, nvr think that far yet =.=")
so my friend and I entered 3rd cells after that.
yes, we entering together.
As we still small, we always did like tat.
one look/hold at the door, another one pee, then take turns.
however we wont lock the door.

Since my friend is in hurry, I let her first.
after that, when my turn.... things happened.
things happened so quickly!
suddenly a person opened our door
my friend like flew out of the cells due to the impact the person open the door
i quickly wear back my pants while notice..
that person is a GUY! NAKED guy...but i forgot his face...
maybe my fear make me lost memory of his face
Immediately my friend wanna run. But the guy grab her clothes!
She struggled & shout a lot and seems like no one heard!
My friend is kinda bigger size than me a bit.
While I step out of the cell, She successfully struggled out from the guy (they just struggled outside the cell door,so I'm stuck inside the cell)
She grab my hand and we both ready to run for our life
while I was about to run, the guy grabbed my skirt!
now this is my turn to struggle!
I am weak compare to my friend, but luckily she did not let go my hand!
she pull as hard as she could, while i pushed from the door edge!
FYI, the guy edi inside the cell, thinking wanna drag me in.>.<"
and we keep on shouting non stop.
I not sure issit our strength is bigger or the guy give up on us.
we run out of the toilet, run across the field, still shouting....
run to the classroom and inform our class teacher!

The teacher then run to inform more teachers and rush to toilet.
by the time they reached the toilet, the pervert runs already
end up... cannot catch the guy.

while in the classroom, i believe my friend telling everyone the stories
and I still in shocked mode.
Everyone can see my face still in pale green color..
really, i feel like crying on the spot, but I din.
I went back home, one of my aunt who is also the teacher in my school tell my parent bout this case.
Parent asked if I'm ok and I am still able to eat like normal.
Until at night, I cannot sleep.
all the scenes came back to me again.
Fresh and clear!
I run out my room and started crying my lungs out.
Mum & dad trying to comfort me.
As long as the pervert not yet been caught, I always live in fears.
I fear that the guy might come to me again, for revenge? for unfinished 'job'?
I dono, whatever things, I'm still scare.
Even my brother is sleeping same room with me that time
I still have to grab my bed's metal everytime before i could fell asleep.
(grab till i move to a new house)
The next day, I asked my friend how is she
she is like so tough! she said she ok, smiling happily.

I dono, I dono this nightmare hunts me how long.
Till I have some phobia talking with males...
I always felt uncomfortable with guys.
once I tot I am a lesbian when in secondary school!
(because I went to female secondary school)

Then till I moved to KL, studying mixed school.
Luckily I'm still able to admire those handsome ones.
everything kinda over for me after i have boyfriend.
when i can still post my past here, means...
I'm done with my childhood nightmare.


mc at: July 9, 2010 at 10:11 PM said...

omg you never told me this case before..Glad you are normal now heehee... XD

{ sandra } at: July 10, 2010 at 8:41 AM said...

wah, really very scary lo. if me sure phobia wan to go inside public toilets. even nowadays also have to be careful in the ladies, we might not know whether who is inside..

{ Blur Pei } at: July 10, 2010 at 9:55 AM said...

MC:i think i told u b4?but i oso not sure. hehe.. yea, i m normal d~

sandra: yes, u are right. I very scare to go toilet alone now. unless too hurry, if not i wont go in >.<

{ rumtum tigger } at: July 10, 2010 at 10:46 AM said...

my poor darling!! <3 <3 <3
nvm nvm go toilet call me. XD
i stand outside with a parang

{ Blur Pei } at: July 10, 2010 at 10:06 PM said...

wokie wokie, be my bodyguard=)

Anonymous at: July 14, 2010 at 3:42 PM said...

dear...if not forget, that is in Primary 1!!! i still remember u and BW in this case!!
but, in my memory seem like this case is before school start? like 12something at noon? anyway...just forget about it...althought it still in my memory too...

{ Blur Pei } at: July 14, 2010 at 3:46 PM said...

shi hooi, is primary 1 kah?coz i think primary 1 is at another class room on the left one.
well nvm, i wanna wipe this memory off. >.<

{ Naclos Chan } at: November 24, 2010 at 10:09 PM said...

I'm happy you get rid with it, proud of you





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