Withstand LDR

It had been like 3years plus we are done with LDR-long distance relationship

and now... it begins....and it is all so sudden!

Really, I am not mentally prepared, although I'm busy all the while

Still I know I'll miss him a lot. even we are not seeing each other every days previously

A day in a week we always date....

Things changed on today. Away for 2 weeks...


He must be busy settling himself in a new place
He must has a lot of socialized there
He must be overwhelmed with new working environment, stressed
He must be having a lot of worries of his things....
He should be no time for me... =(

What should I do?
I sometimes glad that I got a very super crazy nutzz busy job
I glad I have a bunch of friends
I glad that I have funny colleagues
I glad that parents are with me
I'm glad that I can blogging still....

in deep, I still ... feel a bit lonely.. don't know why.
Feeling a bit emo, selfish, and childish of me. I hope i can endure.