not a good friday

I dono what happened to me lately. I just feel like, I am not focusing on work. I am not good enough. I tends to forget things. Even I am so free in the office. How could I? I starting to Blame myself, for being so careless.

The day before, I giving the wrong account number. Today, I received a letter from TNB that my cheque had been rejected due to some amendments on the cheque. However I had reissued to them earlier, but still receive their letter. My boss lady said rejected cheque will fine company RM 100!! omg... I made my company paid unnecessary things for RM100! So How bout yest matter??? I begin to worry....

This morning, when I was busying trough, a person from disable association came in (I opened the door as I was too busy to see who is it, tot he is someone sending mails) However it happened to be the donation. Well...is no point I rejected him if he keep on talking and don wan to leave (my boss not in tat time). So I donate RM2. Hope my luck will change.....doing some good things. hahaha. There is a lesson I heard from someone before, don ever simply donate to people. As u donate to the wrong society where they took your money to spend on others but not helping, u'll have bad kharma as well, meaning u are doing bad things indirectly. So, I hope this one is truly for the disable people.

Then I started to call TNB number showed on the bill. The person said, oh, Mid valley ah, u call this xxxxxx number which in charge your area. so i called xxxxxx, then she said oh, u called kuchai branch which manage ur area....number is zzzzzzz. I called zzzzzzzz, he said, U shd called tun Razak TNB......what the.... I was so so so...low in mood. then I called Tun Razak, is connected, but operator said : thank you for calling TNB, the number is currently busy, please direct to the extension number.....bla bla...I hang up. =.=" then i called again and again! WTFBBQYAMACICI... no one work wan ah???

So I went to lunch alone. I edi plan to eat bread, no appetite, and no one to accompany with. I went to MNG, feel like try all the stuff I could. (to 'fatt sitt'--release tension n my guiltiness) but then the fitting rooms were fulled with long lines! again, i just look up for spaghetti shirt. Then I buy it straight without trying. hm.....so I went to Padini Authentic trying on some clothes and oso MNG shirt that just bought.... end up I saw one string torn out ....have to change it (the size is ok).....so i walk back to MNG and request to exchange. But..the person said cannot....=.=" again, I was so upset....hu hu...what on earth is happening to me these days??

This is the MNG shirt (above)

Padini Authentic (above)--din buy

Don let all affected my mood, I went to buy bread, chewed and walk along.....with an emptiness in my heart... I just wish that Tomorrow will be a good day....wanna a cup of good coffee to cheer me up....

bought some blings to cheer myself...

notice the little chic??

my handphone accessories.