Since the day....no promising

Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Since the day I moved to KL, I am glad for every people I met
Since the day Miao resigned, I lost one online kaki
since the day miao's email was discovered by her superior, I lost one email kaki again
Since the day I graduated,I wan search for a research job,but end up as admin
Since the day I stepped into this company, I said i wanna work as temporary,and i worked one year d!
Since the day I said i started to apply job, I get worried everyday
Since the day boss said i'm not that initiative, I tried my best to achieve that,but...it need time
Since the day I said my English is weak, I started read online news, but only for interesting news.
Since the day I said I wan learn make up, I'd been waiting till now,and still hoping..
Since the day I said i wan to go Aus/Taiwan, instead i went Singapore.
Since the day I fell in love, every little movement of him,bring greatest impact of me.
Since the day I had an accident, I tried to appreciate everything, and be more cautious.

Every things that I'd done, doesn't seems all are done in the way I said earlier. I keep want others to promise me, and I can't even promised myself!How pathetic! Things wasn't the way we wanted always. What I says, is not promising/convincing enough to let others believe in me. Although I'm sad at times when things goes wrong, disappointment in myself is heavier than what others promised me. I have no confidence sometimes. I try to let go...at least i don want to promised myself, I let the boat float, as long as it won't sink.

May everything cheer you up! Think positive!

6 comments:

yc at: January 20, 2010 at 12:21 PM said...

since d day i enjoyed food,then i will non stop growing fat...lolzz~~

{ Blur Pei } at: January 20, 2010 at 12:35 PM said...

lol, i liked tat

yc at: January 20, 2010 at 1:36 PM said...

since d day i like shopping,i will spend to d max i can!!!correct jp?

{ Blur Pei } at: January 20, 2010 at 1:44 PM said...

yc..for u only. hahahha

{ Rum Tum Cat } at: January 20, 2010 at 8:33 PM said...

since the day i change my job i lost contact to the world n resign from my cnn post =\

its ok honey just belive in yourself u don have to convince/please everyone.its your life after all =)

cheers
miao

{ Blur Pei } at: January 20, 2010 at 10:01 PM said...

i miss cat cat...don resign from CNN! my assist. CNN is powerless!

 

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