丑态

Tuesday, June 7, 2011
星期六,我很期待他回来。
傍晚,我陪他去剪头发、搬家(我没帮多少)
到后来11点多回到家。。本来开心的。

隔天,因他订不到戏票,我。。不开心了。
我不知道,是否真的知为看不到戏而不开心
我不知何时,又变回任性了
我闹了,不想去市场,也不想呆在家
我真得考他了
他提议去云顶。我二话不说,走就走!
面对他,我没摆黑脸,笑着对他。看着他,我觉得他烦了。

路上,我觉得我自己越来越不对
他的电话接不停
他其实很忙
我掉泪,心疼。。但也知道无奈
忙是为了工作、未来
他问:怎么了?
我说:我们回家吧,不去了,你忙你的。
他:不要这样,说了去就去。
我:可是你就算去了,也不开心,满怀心思(与工作)。(我不想因此你忙不完,没得休息-我想)
  他:不,已经答应你了。。

到了半山,人很多。
吃了“砍人” 的田鸡粥的午餐!
上了缆车站,人山人海。 我们俩都放弃上去了。
就这样,我们回家了。
我也道了歉,早上真不应该。
但也讨厌学校放假了。

之后,我知道他不是很赞成我这样闹他
对他来说,或许无理取闹了。
但是,有几句话他增说,我很在意
“其实,我们每隔周末相见很正常,情侣也不会每天见面”
是的,个人相处有个人的相处之道
不由得我们批评。他是否想通过这信息,表达我们不用每天见面?
我知道,工作之处,很难天天见
但我觉得,我比较希望每周能至少见一次。
我们以前虽然每月一次,但现在,我有时很难做得到,我还是控制着。

“我根本没有休息的一天,周末也没了”
我相信是真的,他很忙。
他是否意识着我,我周末约他,害他没得休息了?
我想让他知道,他辛苦, 我也是。
我会让他好好休息。

我只想和他在一起
我不希望,我会成为他的负担 。

5 comments:

{ yeekai5 } at: June 7, 2011 at 7:37 PM said...

keep it up coffee...
communicate wit him and lets hope he understand :)

{ cheryl } at: June 8, 2011 at 10:59 PM said...

佩,没有谁对谁错,看得出佳伟很努力了,不要自责了,至于佳伟的那一句,哎哟,看来每个男生都是一样的,我男朋友也曾经说过类似一样的话,你我听了都很难过,只能怪男生没有那么的悉心和体贴,老是爱说女生不爱听的话,我也了解,相见而见不到的想念是非常难过;还有。。。不是找了节目出去就可以不想;找到他了,可是他很忙没时间理你,后来你又不敢主动找他,怕他会觉得你很烦。。这种种复杂感觉。。加油吧!你可以比我处理的还要好!!

{ Blur Pei } at: June 10, 2011 at 8:27 PM said...

thx yee kai~ ya, shd communicate more. mayb shd ask guys ler, were guys think straight to the point and without think of wat others think??

cheryl.. suddenly felt u so understanding... T.T.. u r getting more mature. I agree with you.
esp this point :不是找了节目出去就可以不想;找到他了,可是他很忙没时间理你,后来你又不敢主动找他,怕他会觉得你很烦。
i'll try to control.

{ cheryl } at: June 10, 2011 at 10:55 PM said...

u just starting use to this life,for me,9 months already,egg "not MATURE" also become very "MATURE"。。

after u,coming day,our miao miao also will join us to enjoy this feeling...wakakaka...

{ Blur Pei } at: June 13, 2011 at 9:43 PM said...

y?

 

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