September ends with Big Dreams!

I'm suppose.. to update this later... but I can't hold it any longer... I'm gonna burst out!!

This year had achieved 2 dreams that I'd never expected to be so fast.

A song sing: Wake me up, once September ends~~

Not only me, some friends of mine also achieving their dreams in October!

P.S. Tokyo! (click here for info)


P.S. is stand for Patricia (who is also the blogger) & Samuel. Both of them are lovely couples and they work out to run a business in SS2! Samuel is my Secondary classmate, although we did not much contact each other, but friend's business is also part of our business to help out by shouting out their lovely cafe!!

Attending their grand opening on 4th October 2015

Yeap, Tokyo means the food is all imported from Japan. The main dish is Soft served Matcha flavor!! it melted once in my tongue with matcha sweetness at first and bitterness later. Not really bitters but it is just nice & smooth run trough our taste buds!

He gave us the permissions to make our own soft served. He said we got the talent, and we can just go work as charity part-timer. hahhahah~

 As we tag #Pstokyo in instagram, it will auto print out like instant film!

 dripping coffee also from Japan.

It is quite easy to make and nice to take.

Not really strong bitter for me as I loves coffee, but it does make me sleepless that night

Good power ohm for me.

 selfie with the boss!! the one standing far right, grey shirt is Samuel.

As part of gathering for Azrul too. He is the Doctor and soon will be flying to Sarawak for 2 years to be a doctor latihan. Future handsome doctor!

Believe me, he is not this fit as per secondary school. He eats healthy and go to gym always to maintain his 6 pax. no kidding.

Another big dream for him too in October!

Bye Azrul!

For this age, everyone is getting their goals one by one, Some of us still working of course, but to the next level already, everyone is mostly settle down, got their own pathway to go to... their value of life and happy with living. No deny, there will be some difficulty too.

I also have my big dreams to achieve. It is bigger than I thought, it is big to throw my current career a part, took all my future money to invent in a course. No.. not MBA, not Master in Science either, is becoming the master of make up artist.

Class starting, bye!

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my dream

I'm so tired.. mentally.. being remembering dreams continuously for 2 nights.
Of course, one sleep could have many dreams
Luckily I remember one...
But is already enough!
And is funny plus VERY strange... 

Monday night's dream:
I was in a scene that, i pick up a pistol, back to back, with Tavia Yeung.
The next thing I knew I was her CID partner and we are ready to catch a thief in an isolated house.
Something run trough the window and we manage to chase him to the toilet.
SO near that we both believe that we could take the thief down
Just when We tied him up, Tavia suddenly become extremely mad!
she even let the thief go. Then I fight with her! she want to run out the house, but luckily all the police arrives
Just when I manage to catch her, she suddenly fainted.
When I going to held her up, Suddenly I heard a familiar voice (could be Gordon/lam fung voice? i dono,coz i was busying held Tavia) he shouted "don't touch" but is already too late.
I touched and immediately I fainted. While I in the middle of unconsciousness, I understand the whole thing.
Tavia and I had been in the black magic trapped...
and.. " I..Know a place..."(California girls song rang, my alarm =.=)
I woke up... DAMN! I should not set the alarm!! So that I can see handsome 'lam fung' =.="

Yesterday.. another dream:
Having know that my brother going to work far away from home,
We, one whole family go out to see his hostel which is still building up.
His hostel is just  a room size, rectangular, with glasses dividers but no furniture.
SO we went to showroom, and we saw our relative live in the show room!!!
The she is going to marry later at night (in real life, she edi married)
So when My parent chatting with her, I went out for a walk. too boring...
Suddenly it rains. I run to an empty hall filled with poles.
I noticed a few fierce dogs coming over me. Just like they could eat me.
As I was running, I saw my grandma in front of me.
I asked what is she doing here, and she said she is looking for me to go home
The dog is still rushing towards us. My grandma is too old to run.
Immediately I found a skate board. I skate over to my fetch my grandma on my back...
the skate speed is however very slow!
I thought I could be eaten by the dogs, but to my surprise the dog stop chasing.
(is just like we on top of something, they have no rights to attack people)
I skate to a stadium to attend my relative's wedding
Yes, her wedding is in a stadium. As the ceremony begins, I noticed my dear was just 3-4 seats away from me.
He did not saw me. I not sure if he ignore me. I checked my cellphone and he did not even call.
When the ceremony finished, he walked past me without greet me...
When I chase him out of the stadium, he is gone.
I called him and he even speak with frustrated sound: why u call me?
I was so angry: why you din't call me just now?
He said: I was busy
I : U busy till cannot even say 'hello' to me? I was chased by some dogs and u din't even bother to call and care for me?!..bla bla bla (i forgot what I said)
and I hang him up, crying with my whole heart out, on the raining street....
squatting down, continue to cry... ( I not sure if I cried in real when i was dreaming)
After that I not sure what happen.. I awake already...

This morning I woke up with heavy heart..
My day went grey...
and I stuck in traffic jam for 45mins in the stupid same road.
ok, end for now. I shd go sleep, and go to work early to avoid jam...
Night...
I hope I can have a SWEET dream.. don't want so tired dream like Kena chase or chasing ppl one.

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Weird dream again! (sweet?)

I used to remember some dreams, 

when it happen in short time.

For example,

I woke up myself at 6am, where I suppose to wake at 6.50am

If I was lucky to return to my sleep

I will remember my dream for this 50mins time!

It happen again today.

My theme is wedding!

Story begin when I just know I got to get married in 2 days time!

I am pretty aware that, I don't even yet to get proposed!!

My parent already chase me for an wedding event!

ask me to print cards, call friends and relatives,

booking for hotel & wedding gown and so on..

I was confused! So I get my help from my 'fiancee'

To my surprise, my 'Fiancee' (current bf) don't know anything!!

I even ask him if he already proposed? His answer was 'NO'

again, question keep going..

I asked: then when are you going to proposed? 

He: maybe on the wedding dinner..

I asked again: should we get wedding ring ready that day?
He said: yeah, maybe.

I asked: i tot proposed should be a surprise but not on wedding day, that is engagement already!!!

He: "......"

Yes he is speechless.

From that conversation, 

I am damn disappointed and he doesn't even ready to marry me!!

then why am I the only one get excited and happy??

A sudden trauma awaken me that I'm not ready for marriage

so do him...at the same time

I awaken by my alarm.

I sit on my bed and think...

what is wrong with me?

am I affected from friend's wedding???

duh....=.="

so here goes my searching:

Option 1:

To dream that you are getting married to your current spouse again, represents your wedded bliss and happiness. It highlights your strong commitment to each other. It may also signify a new phase (such as parenthood) that you are entering in your life. 

Option 2:

To dream that you are in an arranged marriage, suggests that you are feeling forced to do something you do not want to do. You feel that you have no voice or no choice in a situation. Consider how a waking situation may be making you feel voiceless. 

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Funeral~

I have a dream~

Yes, I have a weird dream again~

I dreamt of attending my friend's relatives funerals. Sorry friends, not to curse your relatives. What I felt strange is that, I do not have any connections with their relatives. Plus, I'm not just attending ONE funeral. Is Funeralsssss....
U can say that death is continuously happens, IN THE DREAMS... In real, I think their relatives is still living. (if not mistaken).

So I tried to search for Dream Dictionary~:
To dream that you are at somebody else's funeral, signifies that you are burying an old relationship and closing the lid on the past. You may be letting go some of the feelings (resentment, anger, hostility toward someone) that you've been clinging onto.

To dream that you are at the funeral of an unknown person, suggests that something in your life is supposed to put to rest or put aside so that you can make room for something new. You need to investigate further what aspect or component of your life you need to let go.

On the other day, I was also dreamt bout death of myself and friends...U can say that is tortured to death... and my soul is trying to escape from a building.

To dream about the death of a loved one, suggests that you are lacking a certain aspect or quality that the loved one embodies. Ask yourself what makes this person special or what do you like about him. It is that very quality that you are lacking in your own relationship or circumstances. Alternatively, it indicates that whatever that person represents has no part in your own life.

To dream of your own death, indicates a transitional phase in your life. You are becoming more enlightened or spiritual. Alternatively, you are trying desperately to escape the demands of your daily life.

To dream that you die in your dream, symbolizes inner changes, transformation, self-discovery and positive development that is happening within you or in your life. Although such a dreams may bring about feelings of fear and anxiety, it is no cause for alarm and is often considered a positive symbol. Dreams of experiencing your own death usually means that big changes are ahead for you. You are moving on to new beginnings and leaving the past behind. These changes does not necessarily imply a negative turn of events. Metaphorically, dying can be seen as an end or a termination to your old ways and habits. So, dying does not always mean a physical death, but an ending of something.
On a negative note, to dream that you die may represent involvement in deeply painful relationships or unhealthy, destructive behaviors. You may feeling depressed or feel strangled by a situation or person in your waking life. Perhaps your mind is preoccupied with someone who is terminally ill or dying. Alternatively, you may be trying to get out of some obligation, responsibility or other situation.

To see someone dying in your dream, signifies that your feelings for that person are dead or that a significant change/loss is occurring in your relationship with that person. Alternatively, you may want to repress that aspect of yourself that is represented by the dying person ( I had forgotten who i dreamt)

To dream that you are being tortured, indicates that you are feeling victimized or helpless in some relationship or situation. Alternatively, you may be exhibiting some sadomasochistic (interactions)desires. (no such things happen in my life!)

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I had a dream

Relaxing dream but weird at the end! So i search for the dream interpretation @ google.click here

story:

I reached a beautiful destination. Having lunch at the cafe which above the sea. the sea is crystal clear blue! I understand that I was having a vacation with my family. I walked out the cafe, and taking pic everywhere the place. all of them near to the sea. Beaches, wooden house, chairs....very relaxing esp the wind blows... I can see many ppl happily enjoy that moment.

Until I walk to a wooden bridge, where I saw a lot of ppl queuing up. therefore, I walk towards them, try to see what happen. Oh, they wanna snorkel throughout the sea in this sunny day. when I turned around, I felt there is something wrong!!!!!!!!!!

The female aren't wearing any top! (naked on top), while the guys still having their trunk on. Just that...the female doesn't feel shame at all. Suddenly few ppl approaching me, seems like they wanna catch me and had me naked (on top) as well and dump me to snorkel! gah... is that illegal group that searching for gold in the sea?????

So I run as fast as I can. I can see they are chasing. and the 'thing' is bouncing. =.="( wat a dream)! I successfully run off them and return to the cafe with my family. they afraid to step in the cafe.....and then, I woke!

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Here is some interpretations: (with bold and orange font are what I'm facing now)

To see a naked person in your dream and you are disgusted by it, signifies some anxiety about discovering the naked truth about that person or situation. It may also foretell of an illicit (disapproved) love affairs, loss of prestige (achievement) and scandalous ( disgraceful) activities. On the other hand, if you are accepting about another's nudity, then it implies that you see through people and accept them for who and what they are. If you do not care about someone else's nudity, then it suggests that you need to learn not to be afraid of rejection.
---I run away from them, means I cannot accept ppl for who and what they are....

To dream that you are on vacation, indicates that you need a break to recharge your energies and revitalize yourself. You need to break out of your daily routine and do something different. Alternatively, it represents your achievements. You are giving yourself a pat on the back and feel deserving of a reward for your hard work.

---Yeah...I need something extraordinary bout my life now!!! sick of having the same routine everyday!

To dream that you are having a bad or awful vacation, suggests that you are not able to escape from the daily responsibilities of your waking life. You are having difficulties coping with life's problems and issues.

--well, is not a big prob at work at least. :)

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who is the Itchy Hand???

Yest, when I reached my Condo's Car park, I 'bang' into a small tiang (which use to prevent others from parking into this lot, stand in the middle of the car park lot), when i reversing my car!!!

All the while the tiang is laid down coz I already rent this lot!!! I don't know who the hell so itchy hand put up the tiang again!!!

I did not notice it coz it is just 2 feet from the ground and there is a wall beside my parking lot and my reverse sensor did not sound!!! OMGWTFBBQ sauce!! I get out of the car and checked what happened. there is a screw that make the tiang stand. So I took out the screw and park in the lot. well my bumper have some scratch. when My dad checked later on, he told me the bumper actually lose bout 2cm!!! dad threw the screw away and tried to push up my bumper.

According to my mum, before I rent this lot, there is someone else parking (who did not have permit) on this lot and was request to move his car coz I had rented this lot. We suspect this person not happy with it.I paid for this lot leh! and I get scratches on my car butt....sigh...what a day! who wanna buy my car plate number?? ( :P)

I had a weird dream 1:
a few nights ago, I dreamt bout my dear don 'choi' me and I feel so sad but not crying!

I had a weird dream 2:
I was walking with my friend YC on the overhead bridge. in front of us was 4 police man and behind them was a girl in some jewelry shop uniform. I guess they guarding the girl. We felt perfectly safe and wanted to try on short cut. But afraid the police saw and saman us. Manatau they also take a short cut. But to take this short cut, U have to jump down from the bridge!(weird leh) who also knows jump down from bridge is short cut!!! but is bout 3 feet high only... and a handsome guy appeared from no where wanna offer his help to support me from below. ahahahha...so happy...then I was waken by my bro who wanna take his clothes in my room!!! Cis, he spoilt my dreams with this kind man!!! arghhhhh!!!!

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I hate studies...

For ur information, Bursa Malaysia now announce that, every public listed co have to get its own website!! So do my company (which don have website).

Therefore, as a victim(me), will have to find out all the information about tis company. To understand a company's histories, organisation and also the profile...have to get deep in those old files and dig it!!

For the 1st time i let my boss lady to check, She ask me find more info. Is not enough and said that I will have to find more related topic and be relevant. She said she know that fresh graduate's writing skill is not good. (I admit!!all the while she is marking my letter...pai seh nya) --my boss lady is English educated...and she said I need to do more research on this. She explain to me some of the business thing which is so new to me. Plus, she explain some company structures from years ago.

I feel like i wanna find a book to study on this. I don wan 'mong cha cha' doing this thing and keep on editing, is so frustrated!! How i wish my mother tongue is ENGLISH. gosh.

Ok, let this feeling go aside. my tax agent got a feed back on the things I done last time. Many highlighted part that I have to clarified again. Luckily is not a major make over. Still, there are some that I am not understand, such as, Capital expenditure, dividend warrant..etc. I search online, and end up 'blurring' around. Can someone teach me? In the language that I understand??

I tried to ask my lady boss. She did explain to me some. But I don think she have much time to explain all that. so...Is better I find out myself, right??? I will have to back to the old time again@! Study!!!

Actually I am glad that my boss lady give me these things to do and is time to learn BUSINESS step by step.

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At night, I went to pasar malam with parent. I bought 3 colourful nail colour! 3 for RM5 mah...

P.S: I wanna change HP!! cannot tahan d!!
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I am having a nightmare. I don think is nightmare. I dreamt that I stand on one cement tiang that only fit for my feets. It's very tall till 2 storey high. then I dono how to get down from there. I was standing there for so so long, no one come to help me.so scare, and cannot move!!!! Till a man from 2nd storey hs, took out a wood and strings, came and save me! ONLY AFTER THAT I feel so relief.

Then I heard a music, is my alarm! time to work again!!

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what is this mean?

My Sour pain arms....getting better after i ate a body ache tablet and attached Salongpas...(I think is spell like this). Could said that is 70% regain.

However I had a weird dreams again! Story begin with...

I stay in a 5 stories flat. There are many blocks, and in between, there is a big space of parking lots. Is raining, and I saw a Malay old lady, draging a few boxes of things, stop at an empty parking lot. She sit there, and started to ring her bell. seems like she is selling something, but i'm so sure that, the things inside her box is not food! After a while, a few people gather around her, seems like looking for something and pay her some bucks. Just a few minutes, her box empty again. Strange, what kind of things she sell? (coz i look from upstairs, far far away) why everyone is so rich??? the old lady then walked out of the parking lot. I guess she went back home after earning so much.

I stood on the doorway, watch her goes off. Suddenly, an chinese uncle came bside me. He smile (he looks friendly and is one of my neighbour) and say : "what a good business eh?"
I :" yeah, i'm thinking if I could do a business there too?"
He laugh! then we took a walk down stairs, he tell me if i doing business there is impossible, they are Malay and I'm chinese, we chinese need registrations; however it is differ than malay (I'm not race minded!! just a dream!!) I nodded, agreed.

We walked pass by a canteen, wanted to go back home. Suddenly I saw a group of familiar faces, they are my friends (miao, cm, zn, kf,ks...etc) I seems like forgot I had dated them today and they waited me downstairs coz i'm not at home. I could see their angry face. Oops, I was in big trouble! miao will killed me!! I quickly apologised and run up staircase, to change. Then, I awake!

is this a nightmare????? miao's angry face! haahah, miao don angry la...

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my dreams~

It had been quite a long time since I remember my dream. This time, I dream bout Win, my University best mate. ^^ she is now staying nearby me too.

My dreams:

I was siting in her car. she is driving. I asked bout her dad. Her dad is a teacher and tuition teacher(in my dreams only). I quite afraid of her dad, coz I'd been skipping his tuition for so long. and now I was on the way to her house. means I'm goin to meet him.

When I reached her hs..His dad not there, but his students. I din manage to see her dad as I woke up. Actually I never see his dad before. hehe

Weird dreams, I guess I miss school lives.

Back to real life: is so boring today. one of my DIrector wanted to teach me MYOB... then I don have all the accounting details. So he postpone d. I tot he goin to teach me tis evening, end up he went back early...

I Surf net: the star, blogs, other's blogs...comment,facebook! then i realized so many birthday wishes!!0.o I thank them one by one, hoping the time will pass faster. Miao and I plan on eating Dragon-i RM1 chic again. keep chating...till no topic to chat during lunch time. lol! Heard that "coming soon" is scary and nice. I want to watch!! who wan teman me? KW...??

plan on goin to sales this coming sat:

is ONE day sale! Miao said better go early queue up...planing to go at 8am?!

Do i sound like a shopaholics? hahaha

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