My first Kiss

After u saw this pic, u know what I mean.

It happens just after I drive out of Office,

the roundabout there.

She wanna drive in to my nine O'clock,

I wanna drive out to my 12O'clock,

And BANG just like tat.

Is my fault, I should stop but I didn't.

The momentum is quite strong that my bumper cracked,

My car's right Eye blind.

Stop aside, check on the lady's car, some scratches & 'kemek'on her passenger's side door,

I was shocked and blank at the moment

with a pale face (I am fine, no injuries).

Dono what to do, to call parents? anyone? very helplessly...

The lady (in 30s) broke the silence:How?want to report police?

after a while I told her I'll responsible to this, but no need report police (I just know that report police is to claim insurance, but I not sure I have insurance tat time...and I only know that every car must have insurance 1st b4 u can use --info from ah Maw)

I gave her my Hp, Add n name.

She give me her name and Hp...

I do not take her car pic, and plate number (but do called and asked later)

was too....blank that time. Is my FIRST KISS.

going back home with tons of rocks on my head...

with diamonds in my mouth...I told my parent.

They do scold a little. then ask lots of questions that I felt so stupid to answer myself,

coz I dono how to answer at all.

After my dad checking my car conditions, he said maybe have to spend nearly above 700.

And the lady called said may need 500 for the claim

In total i'll lost 1k +.

I am glad my parent did not scold me much.

my tears just falls when bro ask what happened.

surprisingly he console me. :)

I am holding on to myself so long (from scene to dinner) and distressed at once.

By facing the scene alone.

I'm glad she is also a nice lady.

for some other ppl may just scold for anything. :(

If I drive carefully in the rain...

If I Look Properly,

If I stopped....

so what is Accident that we cannot predict n prevent but face it.

I know crying itself, money wont drop,

no turning back to time,

no accident...

However I just want release everything

including frighten, learning, accept.

Thanks to everyone that concerning me.

thanks for the advices...

I'll be fine.